HELLO BLOG.
26nov: HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL THE SOCKSY! (: (:
smtimes i wonder why my computer is always down with funny problems.
this time was a flickering and then blackout monitor.
it's been sent for repair and i've got a temporary monitor to use for the time being.
& this temporary one is WEIRD.
the screen is super bright till originally black colour can become red on the screen.
its almost like glowing alrdy. -.-''
but its soundless/cant produce sound/you get wht i mean.
its a silent monitor. AH.
which also means i cant listen to any songs, cant watch any videos.
there goes my gong zhu xiao mei & er zuo ju zhi wen & why why love.
DAMN.
recently, i've to think abt a lot different, different stuffs.
like work, studies (i haven't started la, in case you're wondering. lol.), cca, outings.
then i realise this is more than what i go through during school time.
at least during sch time, i dont hv to brood abt what to do for the next few days since its all planned.
then ytd, i quit the sakae job (not like i've started. HAHAH) but i still hv the part time tuition one.
for a moment i thought my messy life & all the troubles have cleared up a little
& i was about to blog saying smthg like maybe things werent so bad afterall,
then i realise there's still some other things left for me to think about, to resolve, to do smthg abt.
they're always there.
but i guess i tend to run away from certain problems tht i face
& i kind of hate tht.
hating tht kind of me.
OHWELL. :\
maybe its because im sick tht i tend to be more pessimistic than usual?
ayeee i dno.
must be the cough syrup thts making me talk nonsense. -.-''
so tmr im going to ralph & joan's hse to tuition them.
i really hope i dont go crazy halfway & start shouting. (LOL?)
especially since im sick. hahah.
but i realise its really VERY DIFFICULT to teach someone who doesnt pay much attention to you.
more so if they dont understand what you're saying
& you just dont know how to tell them anymore.
but the worst is tht you just forgot what you've learnt and cant teach them the right stuffs.
think i've learnt to appreciate my teachers a lil' bit more.
I MUST SURVIVE TMR .
YES I WILL.
有时侯
很想说
可是最后还是说不出口
